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Monday, January 25, 2010
I Simply Live for You
I Simply Live for You

Say the word and I will sing for You
Over oceans deep, I will follow
If each star was a song
And every breath of wind, praise
It would still fail by far to say
All my heart contains
I simply live, I simply live for You

Chorus:
As the glory of Your presence
Now fills this place
In worship, we will meet You face to face
There is nothing in this world
To which You can be compared
Glory on glory, praise upon praise
You bind the broken hearted
And save all my tears
By Your word, You set the captives free
There is nothing in this world
That You cannot do
I simply live, I simply live for You


I heard this on Sunday and tears streamed down uncontrollably. These are not tears of sadness, but tears of love. I tried to stop but I couldn't, it just flowed. I stood still, in awe, rooted in my place. I wish I can stay in that place for as long as I live.
allie ♥ 10:06 PM
Friday, January 08, 2010
Sowing and reaping
One thing I learnt this week was "You sow tears of sadness and you will reap tears of joy".

Sweet. However, it doesn't apply to everyone.

The good news is, it applies to me.

How sweet is that.

I was shown the reason for the tears. Not once, but twice. Time to enjoy the teary journey, for it will not last for long.
allie ♥ 11:21 PM
Sunday, January 03, 2010
Restful increase
This is sweet. I don't think there can be a message more apt than this. I'm happy, smiling, rested once again.

Labouring into rest has a whole new meaning to me now. 2010 is going to be very, very good :).
allie ♥ 9:15 PM
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Getting my life back in order
Suddenly, I felt the urge to clean up my room. The room that I've lived in for almost a year felt like it needed a makeover. It needed to be cleaned, it needed to be cleared, things need to go.

I haven't been feeling well for the past few weeks due to the super hectic schedule and lack of sleep. At the same time, I can't let this weekend go without clearing up the mess in my room. I gave up after finishing my two shelves, table, top cupboard and two drawers. Looking at the numerous cupboards with unknown things hidden behind those deceivingly pink doors, I kinda dread the rest of this mission.

Some things stared right at me, as if asking me if they can still stay. I threw them, everything, no mercy. Every single thing that's left hurts, and with one less reminder, I'll have one less thing to worry about. They have to go.

This wasn't the hard part.

Now when it came to those memories that I had from years ago - the cards, the little notes, the items...there were just too many. Everytime I pulled out something mysterious from the pile, it brings me back there. Tears fell again...I kept asking why, why does this keep happening. There's no urge to throw it away, not at all. Yet tears just keep coming whenever I see them. Why do I feel this way? I longed to find out...

It wasn't a niggling hurt that came to me unlike those items I threw. There was a certain sadness, feeling of lost, regret. Yet I can't quite put a finger to what it is exactly. Help...why is this happening...

Everything I remembered was nice and sweet. The only thing not nice was me...yet now, there's nothing more I can do anymore.

You know, I really don't wanna finish this mission. I don't know why I'm being taken on this journey, not that I've actually been through the full journey before, but I feel so lost. There are times when I'm being taken somewhere, but I know for sure how I'm gonna end up, headed in which direction. This time, I dunno...I really don't. It will work out, it will, for my good...but how, I don't know. I'm not sure I wanna know what will happen....because how I feel now versus what will happen is too big a disparity. I leave it all into your hands....just wanna have a good rest now.

Happy 2010 everyone :).
allie ♥ 9:40 PM
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Memories
This morning, I thought of my first trip to Bangkok. Tears filled my eyes. I wonder why...

And, I just realised I can't get an iPhone till June 2010. What a bummer...
allie ♥ 11:57 AM
Friday, December 18, 2009
My lovely hammies
Watching my hamsters sleep is like watching my loved ones sleep. They're so cute, so lovely, and I'd never get tired of that sweet sight. No matter how naughty, how playful they are, they always remain as my beloveds. Chik Chik seems to have changed...not sure if it's the food that's fed to her that caused it, but she seems to be more playful and active these days, would struggle when I pick her up, but cute nonetheless. The fearless lightning bai is like an energizer bunny. Run non-stop, eat non-stop, yet remains super slim. They are a hilarious bunch.

Finally have a day off and I'm quite lost as to what I should do. I wish I had the entire house to myself, but at this point the areas I wanna use are being used by others. Sigh....gotta wait...lol oh well...
allie ♥ 11:43 AM
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Tis the season of love and movies
Those who watched New Moon will be familiar with this line: "You don't belong to my world". Strangely enough, it sounds very familiar to me. Killer line...if I were her, I would get right out and wouldn't wanna be part of it ever...rather than stay and wallow in my own self pity. Easier said than done, haha. The irony of it. The spirit of Christmas is in the air! I can smell it! I've been so busy I barely noticed that it crept up on me, threatening to engulf me in the spirit of love. I'm not ready! I haven't done my Christmas shopping, haven't written my cards, haven't prepared for it! It cannot come...not yet! Well, looking ahead, I do have two more weeks to go...lol. Mild panic attack there...sorry >.<.

I heard Storm Warriors was really bad, cringing bad. Yet, a friend of mine insists on watching it. Well, I too want to go and see for myself how bad it really is. After all the hype about it's 10 year delayed sequel, I had to see it for myself, don't I? I can't justify slamming the movie by simply painting pictures in my own mind. I just can't. Oh well, as if I had a choice...haha.

I'm tired! I need to go start on my notes but I'm still here! The procrastinator is back! Noooooo.....I shan't procrastinate further...ciao for now. 12 days to Christmas!
allie ♥ 10:44 PM
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