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Sunday, August 22, 2004

sO MuCh tO dO...sO LitTlE tImE....

*~...fEeLiN': dRaInEd...~*

Hmmmm...the cycle starts again....what i thought wouldnt happen again this year is happening again. I have too much stuff on hand....too little time to fulfill. Well, for a start, I have my RMS investiture, volleyball trainings, hall production work and recruitment, modern jazz practices, matches, IH volleyball recruitment etc.....not to mention my schoolwork....the sound assignment, photo assignment, readings and screenings....sighzzzzzzzzz...everything seems to be piling up into what seems to be a mountain of work waiting for me to do.

The surprising thing this sem is....there seems to be less work...at least for now.....the two modules by RC seems pretty slack so far....so maybe it's because i havent bought both texts...haha=P. Oh well.....no tutorials for 201....and mostly practical work for 229 and 202....not too taxing as yet. But it's gonna get worse...looking at the syllabus......with the final project for 229 coming up pretty soon in 2 weeks time. Gonna need a lot of time and effort for that.

Just hope that i can get the volleyball and RMS investiture over asap....cos hall prod is only going to get more and more taxing with cavassing....and serious work on production beckoning. IH volleyball too.....trials coming up real soon....and trainings have to be organised too.

For the past few weeks....almost every single night of mine has been taken up by one activity or another. Take one week for example: Training on Monday, Match on Tues, Thurs Modern Jazz and Hall Prod Meeting, Fri Training......so im left with one weekday night free....wed......and the weekend to do all my readings and work and stuff. Sighzzz....hopefully this doesnt continue....im gonna hafta start serious studying realli soon.

Seems like these days im always lamenting about the lack of time.....but i do feel stressed out. Boi's been realli nice and patient....always very supportive and there whenever i need him. So glad i have him around. When im stressed and feel like crying, he's there to lend me a shoulder. When facing family problems, he's there to offer comfort. And when I'm shagged out by the trainings, he's there to offer support too. Sometimes i realli wonder whether i do deserve such nice treatment from him. Thanks dear........you have no idea how much that means to me. It seems like lately my temper hasnt been too good also. Sighzzz....will work on that....

And dear.....i know you wanna help me with my stuff.....but these things....i think i will have to learn to handle them myself. Dont think it will get any better....but worse as time goes......you have your own things to worry about too....and your work.....dont help me at the expense of that alright.....=).

Hmmm....maybe i do need some lessons on time management......will seriously consider that......=P

allie ♥ 2:30 PM