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Thursday, June 23, 2005

seriously getting bored...

Life's perked up at bedok watsons....with the entry of this new garnier promoter who's super talkative and entertaining...so time has been passing pretty fast. Even today...i didnt even know it was break time and before i knew it...it was time to end work. Great! Hopefully this lasts...cos she's about to be shipped off to the watsons at parkway....leaving me alone again :(

Oh well....but sales has been going downhill. I had an average of 17-18 boxes a day...with my lowest record to be 15 boxes a day. But today, i only sold 13, and yesterday, only 14. Sigh....i guess i would be fired really soon.......but somehow...that's supposed to be what i want cos im kinda sick of working already.....especially promoting the item when i already have had like two complaints saying that the dye didnt work on them. I feel so guilty for recommending it to them....but then again...it worked for another friend of mine!!!!! How was i to know that it wouldnt work for them? Though i feel really bad about that.....i dont think anyone expected it to happen. And this did MAJOR damage to my confidence. I no longer feel like i can get what i want out of the job....no longer think that i can push the product as long as i want to do it.....and no longer feel that i can sell more products. Sighhh.....and i do kinda wish that i might get fired so i can play more vball......spend more time with my dearie....spend more time with my besties.. :(. Havent seen kris in awhile.....mabel too....karen too....and eileen's back .......oh...and jared....and rubin...........wished i could meet up with them more often.........

I do need more time to spend with my loved ones too.......work's ending on 15 july....after that hall camp's starting and ends on the day before school. Sigh...this really sux cos it leaves me no time to spend with my besties...family...and my dear bearie. He's going on IA really soon too......wont be seeing him too often from them on cos it will last half a year...........

Though i kinda wish i could be fired......i dont like the feeling of being fired....and i dont like the feeling of having sucky sales....when i know i could do MUCH better. Oh well, maybe i can't....cos there hasnt really been any crowd these few days...and that really contributed to my poor sales......

Well..just feel like playing vball.......cos it's finally FUN after two years of sucky vball. At least i kinda enjoy it now..............unlike the past.

I want more time...................but how do i get it?

allie ♥ 9:38 PM