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| Friday, August 25, 2006 |
After so many problems with FYP...finally something seems to be settled. This is going to be our very first official meeting...i just hope everything goes well. Honestly...with a groupmate overseas leaving just the two of us here to settle the beginning steps without much supervision from our tutor can be quite a challenge. I just hope that after this phase everything will go more smoothly...and I wont be feeling so tired anymore. And i hope our dear supervisor can be more active in giving us suggestions and a sense of clear direction. So tired.....dont understand why everytime I always end up as the driving force. When major problems surfaced....seems like im the one who's always providing the solution - a concrete one to our problems....thanks to some help from my bearie. I wonder when will be the time when i can sit back, relax, do my part and not worry too much. It seems like if im not worrying, no one would at this point. I've become resigned to the fact that this is the role i always have to play in a group, with a slight exception in the group i was in in my previous semester. Maybe it has to do with the people i work with? I dunno. I'm not really complaining about my plight...more like ranting on the reluctance of me playing this role. Many people have told me that someone has to play this role...just that this time round, it's me. And it's been many times already...not just one. I'm getting a little tired. But somehow, i still have to psych myself up to play this role. I need some encouragement though....and reassurance that I'm not alone....and that there is help available when needed. I just cant help feeling down once in a while...... oh well...enough of my ranting...time to go for class and meeting...wish me luck yea. Hopefully i can say goodbye to the good ol' depressed allie (whenever she has a project) for good soon.... |
| allie ♥ 10:58 AM |
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