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| Monday, February 25, 2008 |
I've decided...to stop pretending...and to be honest with myself. It didnt just hurt, it was revolting (literally), really. Felt the urge to puke when i saw it this morning. Almost marred my day...but i'm glad it didn't in the end. Why do people love? Cos they crave to be loved back, for love to be reciprocrated. Whenever it's one way traffic, it's never gonna last. No one loves someone forever knowing that he/she will never love you back (at least no one that i know of). There's always hope involved when you love someone...a hope deep inside for he/she to love you back. Silly allie's thinking that she could do what she thought of doing...is seriously flawed. There's only one end to that - misery. Pessimistic view of things...but yeah. There's always a rainbow at the end of a storm. And there are lessons allie should learn: 1. To be honest with herself 2. To say goodbye 3. To say no (when you have to) 4. To love herself more 5. To be strong (in times of adversity) 6. To be brave (in facing the music) 7. To 看开一点 8. To build on her strengths 9. To not worry about things she can't control 10. To open her eyes to what is happening around her Sometimes i wonder why a person can have such an effect on me. Influenced me so much that i didn't know i can be influenced so easily. Haha... Girls always dream of fairytales. I've had my fairytale...but no fairytale ending. Fairytales only happen in books you read about...never in reality. That's why you can only dream, isn't it? Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie La Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now You're probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and Center, Clarity Peace, Serenity I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Like the little school mate in the school yard We'll play jacks and UNO cards I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine Yes you can hold my hand if you want to 'Cause I want to hold yours too We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds But it's time for me to go home It's getting late, dark outside I need to be with myself and Center, Clarity Peace, Serenity I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry |
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