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| Tuesday, April 08, 2008 |
After a period of "ups" interrupted by that guy who has been bugging me to nuts, which i hope i managed to shake off and currently enjoying some transient peace, it's about time for some "downs". Somehow there's always a rainbow at the end of a storm. From a good point of view, i can say i'm glad i didnt crumble to bits. It's been a bittersweet Monday and Tuesday. Monday was a craaaazeeeeee day at the office! I have to say i have the most hilarious colleagues in the world (at least in my world =X)! They break out into a song like every 5 mins or so...and we'll end up singing to tunes like "Love me for a reason" by Boyzone and "I want it that way" by Backstreet Boys throughout the day. Lol. And plus, we were ALL hardcore Backstreet Boys fans! Lol...hilarious! Fyi, i still have the videotape of the backstreet boys first album >.<...yeah i was THAT big a fan. Used to be so in love with Nick Carter and Brian Littrell. Those were the days. And till this day, we can still sing out the lyrics to their songs by heart....lol. And so Monday was outrageous party outfit day, all in the name of the Foreword anniversary. The gals brought red hot wigs, electric blue wigs, cat ears, tiaras, socktopuses, shrek ears and many more. We had loads of fun putting them on, making faces, striking poses and taking all sorts of weird pictures in the name of fun and for presents to the bosses. We had a wild wild time...the girls were completely hilaaaarrrioussss. And when i thought all was good and nothing can get me down, things happened and my tears streamed down. Its interesting how your heart can feel nothing and yet the tears keep falling, in sheets, uncontrollable, unstoppable...all the way till i slept. Tuesday, Foreword Anniversary day and also TIE day! We were instructed to wear ties to work on this day for our anniversary! At 3.30pm, we were all told to pack up our bags and head off to Equinox for high tea. Cool beans! For suaku, mountain tortoise me, it was my first time to Equinox. It was a very nice place! Food was so-so, though i went mad at the desserts station, digging into yummilicious waffles drowned in dark chocolate and ice cream. The view was sooooo good! I could see the whole surrounding area and even the sea from there, love it! After high tea, we went to SRC for a ktv session, which the gals have been craving for some time. Lol....as expected, all went mad when the backstreet boys songs were played. It was fun! And the boss sang along too. Lol...i miss those days. It was an night of fun and laughter where the gals sang their hearts out, danced to their hearts content, and mimed at every line of lyrics possible. Hilarioooooussssss! Lol i love the gals. And when it was time for the last song, we sang "Love will keep us alive". I started singing the first few lines...then couldn't continue anymore...and zoned out...trying hard to prevent my tears from falling again. That hit a nerve, it being the last song and lyrics touched on a sensitive topic to me. But it was all good, the gals had fun and it was a great nite out. Currently feeling upset...but all numbed inside. Had a sudden urge to do something but decided not to in the end. It's not the time to worry about me, i'm still fine...so don't go into panic mode ya. Probably just need some space and time to sort things out, which i believe i will. Support and encouragement always welcome though :), especially from my inner circle of friends. I was told that i don't act like the oldest child. Do i not? Don't know if it's a good or bad thing though i have some views on that too. Hmmmm... Havent sighed in a long time...but today i feel like sighing. Sian-ed. Live for today, cos you never know what will happen tomorrow and you only live it once... |
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