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Sunday, November 16, 2008
What more could you not give...
Yesterday i caught a glimpse of the former self in someone dear to me...it's almost like seeing a mirror image...watching myself go through that journey.

Today, i learnt that that former self has been crucified with Jesus at the cross. It no longer exist today...

The emotional outbursts...the release of pent-up anger and unhappiness...holding onto so many responsibilities, so many self-expectations...the unrealistic expectations of others to read one's thoughts, to know how one is feeling...the crave for attention, for concern, for love...

Sounds familiar? It definitely does to me.

It feels so empty...so lacking...desiring worldly things to fill the heart that cannot fill the void permanently.

As the saying goes...Love can overcome all odds...i believe it applies...though only for the perfect love - the unconditional, underserving love of God that has the power to overcome.

Honestly, i was at such a loss, i completely didn't know what to do. I could have been angry, frustrated, annoyed...but i wasn't. Instead, felt concerned and worried. Though i can't see it happening yet...it will eventually work for my good. The One who has carried the weight of the entire world on His shoulders...what more could He not give...for He shall restore far more, exceedingly abundantly above all we ask or think...

Shalom...
allie ♥ 8:07 PM
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