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Friday, June 12, 2009
Feeling it....
Read it, word for word, seen it and felt it.

It's like having insight into another world...i know, truly know. Am i being blind, stubborn or just staying true to myself? I dunno...never been in this position before...

Sometimes i feel things could be easier if i weren't who i am...but i am already who i am now...and how is that to be changed? I don't mean for all this to happen...thinking back on the route i've taken to get here...i think much has dropped out along the way...

Perhaps i'm being seen as unfeeling, hard-hearted...i think if you know me, you'll know how exactly i'm feeling now. The carefree, smiling me is just a facade for the complexed emotions running through my veins and heart.

My heart melted when i saw those pictures and read those words...yet there are things that i can't do at this point. Just wanna be accepted for who I am right now, if i can't be accepted wholly now, what about the me of the future? The continuous process of discovery and acceptance is not going to get any easier......

Lost....
allie ♥ 2:24 PM
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