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| Wednesday, April 28, 2004 |
*~...fEEliN': wOrRiEd...~*
"That loud crowing sound isn't some high-flying bird or sky-watching rooster. It's just you singing sweetly or even raucously about how good you feel. Even without all the noise, people would notice. They're paying careful attention to you and to what goes on in your life. Maybe you gave them advance notice, or maybe your appeal is strong enough that no additional advertising is necessary. With all this outward focus in your starcast, it's clearly your time to meet, greet, mix and mingle. Some of your mood is bound to rub off on those who are ready to follow you. Let go of problems and enjoy the day. Read your favorite love poems, listen to your favorite songs and live fully in the moment." Well well....after today's 111 paper...i felt like i've wasted the WHOLE of yesterday studying for nothing! Haha....cos the paper was sooooo crappy....studying for it wouldnt have made much of a difference...i'm quite sure of that. But I don't think I did well for it...not at all...cos i chose the wrong question from the start. Didnt notice that the first two questions were choice questions...arggghhh!! Thought it was compulsory like last year and i just started blindly on the first.....I would have done soooooo much better on the 2nd i figured. Sigh......but whatever....it's past aniwae.... Came back to do my 113.....happy with progress...but still have loadsa work to accomplish...meaning 113...107....and GN08....sigh.....That's becos i got the DFS job!! Haha...so excited.....but that means i gotta study harder these few days too...cos gotta go for training on the eve of my two-paper day. I have no idea how i'm going to handle it...but one of my options involve going the whole thursday nite without sleep. Ha.....that might be my only choice i think....aniwae it's the last day of papers on friday! I've been posted to the perfumes and cosmetics counter at ORchard! Haha....the DREAM counter.....cos i will get to see and drooool over the wide range of cosmetics there. Loads of things to study for GN08....dunno what to do....how....sigh.... ZM called me....again...haha....this time to complain of his GONECASE maths paper today. This time round...he only got 30 marks for his papers...he counted la...haha. The last time...he got 40 marks and managed to get C. Now...he's wondering how he's gonna to shun the "ta bao" fate with 30 marks. Sigh....dunnno whats wrong with him too...he said he gets a mindblock and cannot remember equations when he goes into the exam hall...i think it's psychological la...but hopefully he can get over the problem soon. Vin said he screwed up the paper too....he said he knew how to do...cept that he also got mindblock...what the hell....what is happening to everybody??? YX said he hasnt realli been studying.....i can tell....but he said he has....and that he can handle....sigh...i realli wonder. He said maths was one of his strongest...though i wonder how true....becos of the so-called "screwed up" paper...and now he's damn worried abt the paper la. He better start studying man...well....shudnt be start....shud haf started long ago rite....haha...oh well....just hope the rest goes well for him....and me too...hopefully. Peg seems real sad today.....i dunno why...asked her and she said dun wanna hold up my studying. Sigh.....her msn message was so freakingly sad k....can't help but worry for her. Tried to cheer her up....but she said i was being so sweet she felt like crying. Oh well....hope that she feels better after crying and everything will blow over soon. Seeing one my friends so upset realli gets to me sometime....sigh....hope everyone else stay happy yeah? Know this is sad period for quite a few people...but it'll be over real soon! Hopefully la..... Oh no...getting the job means i cant for VJC fiesta? Promised Peg i would go.....sigh...i wanna go too!! IT ends at 5 i know...but by the time i get there everything will be ready to end liao...sadzz. Was sooo looking forward to that cos i can see all the VJC people again...kinda miss them cos i havent realli been seeing them...cept for ger....but also havent been seeing her too.....oh ya...i do c denise every day...oopz. But that doesnt count! Havent seen weiling...rosalind...bin...cheryl...peg for a loooong time.....and eileen!! Wonder where my dearest eileen had gone. I still wanna go Taiwan with her one. So i gotta work hard....save $$$....then can go on a grea trip to Taiwan! In that case....need to get a job real soon after the DFS one...cos it wouldnt gimme much $$ for that stint. Now...need to make $$....$$....and more $$.....exams? what exams? Think of my dear Taiwan trip now.....haha...and my dearest kunda...maybe i will meet him thr ehz? Dream on girl...... |
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