Monday, July 25, 2005 |
Prior to yesterday, i was kinda worried that i wouldnt be able to adjust after playing court volley for so long, to the sand which i will have difficulty moving and jumping in, and the hot sun. But my fears were unfounded, really. The sand was pretty comfortable and i didnt really need to jump cos i didnt have to spike...heh. The guys did all the spiking and all i need to do was to defend-my fav job:). Yupz! The sun wasnt all that hot as it was raining a little and i only got a little tanned..... Funny thing was, we had 5 matches to play...we played 4 - won 3 lost 1. Then the crucial 5th match. IT was between us and another team with the same track record. We won, and we thought we had no chance to advance cos the team who won us should have won everyone else. But we were in for a surprise. I heard the announcement over the PA system that "group 2 winnders vs group 4 winners - the anonymous". That left me puzzled....makes me wonder which is the team called the "anonymous"? When we were about to leave the competition site, i caught a glimpse of the tag on our goodie bags - the piece of paper attached to the bags read "the anonymous" Omigod.....we are the anonymous???? Boy was i surprised. It turned out that we had advanced into the quarterfinals cos the team which won all of us had a walkover during the first game, so they didnt win the group!! Haha...but our joy didnt last too long either, cos we were quickly eliminated in the quarters by a strong team. Yup! That sums up my sunday at sentosa. I had fun, with peiwen and 2 of my seniors from dhs. Never talked much to the 2 guys before and it was a first talking so much to them. Well, it was a nice experience and i would definitely join something lidat again.... After that, met bearie at sakae sushi to have dinner!! Had a sumptous dinner followed by New Zealand Natural ice cream! Yummy! Well, that's my sunday....my last day of the 3 month holiday....a good day which will be etched into the memories on my blog! Haha... |
allie ♥ 9:31 AM |
though i did make good use of the time...to travel, to work, and to do other stuff like play beach volley and watch OC and Lost, it still feels a little fast to me..... kinda dreading the 1st day of school.....yet it's about time for school to start...now that we've specialised....i dunno what to expect anymore. The other gals are in other divisions...sigh...less khakis for me..... So many things to do already.....recruitment booth for RMS, volley training and open cup competition....blah...and i havent excactly prepared for school yet... My hall room's empty....i havent exactly furnished it either....and i havent bought the necessities for hall yet.... I'm procrastinating, cos i dread the start of school, cos i have no idea what it's going to offer, cos i dunno what lies ahead this semester, cos i did not prepare for school, cos i dun wanna go to school......... IT's the first day of school....my first sem without my bearie in hall.....sounds kinda sad and sounds kinda bad too.....cos no one knows what the full impact is except me.....and it's gonna be different and harder for me too.......and i dun like that..... |
allie ♥ 9:24 AM |
Wednesday, July 20, 2005 |
Saturday, July 16, 2005 |
Paint promoter job ended....got another assignment for only one day on monday. Seems like im working non stop huh. But at the rate my $$ reserves are being depleted, after buying $160 worth of clothes and another tannlines bikini for $83.30 yesterday....i think i need to start building up my reserves again. And school's starting so i will be needing the money. Sigh....dunno why money's been depleted so fast.......all the $$ that went into my bank account seems to have done nothing to my bank acct balance. I've decided. I'm on a shopping ban till 25 july. To my dear friends and family, please REFRAIN me from buying ANYTHING between now and 25 july alright. I'm on a self-imposed ban but i do need some guidance and support. Please give me your utmost support and encouragement in order to help me pull through this VERY DIFFICULT period.....heh. Thanks in advance.... |
allie ♥ 9:26 AM |
Tuesday, July 12, 2005 |
Today i got about 100 bucks........so that makes it about 500 for two days of work. That is, if i really get the money. I tend to not believe in commission till i get the money itself. Cos for my dearest haircolour promoter job, there has been NO NEWS of my commission. And god, am i worried about my 200 bucks being taken away from me, if i had it in the first place. I hope i can trust this company this time round.....dont make me get my hopes up for nothing. And im still waiting for dearest Mase to gimme my commission, after more than a month of hard work, convincing aunties to buy hairdye. This current job is sooo much easier and shorter, less on effort and more on rewards. Now im wondering if i should do the borneo motors job. 2 days, 4 hours each day, just need to smile at customers and hand them price lists. Sounds easy. $7 an hour, sounds alright too. Makes it about $56 for two days of work - reasonable IMO. But i kinda feel lazy. Wanna leave my weekends to do something more useful. OMC camp starts on sunday too. Sigh.....HUGE dilemma between $$ and free time. Can someone tell me what to do? Cos im at a loss here. Not too excited about the camp either, more excited about money, but pretty unwilling to sacrifice my time for it.........sighhhh... |
allie ♥ 1:06 PM |
Saturday, July 09, 2005 |
For a start...me got a new job promoting paint...yes get it...P.A.I.N.T. As in those which you use to paint walls, doors, ceilings etc. Yup....that's right. Pay's pretty good....$10 an hour and i only work 3 hours a day in the wee hours in the morning from 8-11 am. I have absolutely NO IDEA why they get clueless girls like us who know NOTHING about paint to promote their products. And we have to wear denim skirts which are supposed to be ABOVE THE KNEE, which should make us look more feminine and help us promote our products better. Sounds like selling some skin n legs to me. Duh. Oh well....if you consider the main customers of paint to be those painters - ah bengs who come to the shop and could be excited at the prospect of seeing pretty young girls in a paintshop and freebies like cans of beer and parking coupons and hence buy more cans of paint as a result....that doesnt seem so exciting to me after all. Oh well........whatever it is, it's just a job, and there's always the sales person who will be looking after us. Hopefully it wont be so bad la. 3 hours a day, $10 an hour.....hopefully everything gets done before i know it. And there's commission too..... Feel like backing out....but i need the $$.....so bear with it for a while ba. And as what the company says, for that 3 hours, it is STRICTLY a sales job. Dearie's going on attachment really soon. Sigh.....dont want him to go but im totally helpless. I will miss him definitely...just as i do now....and i will miss him more as time passes. Convinced him to come back to hall after IA, he agreed reluctantly....if not i dunno what i would do.......just wallow in self-pity in my hall room with an unknown roommate. Sighhhhh.....life in hall is not going to be so good after all. Especially after being almost like Siamese twins for the past 2 sems. I havent really dined with anyone else in hall other than him for the past year....even if i had....it's my schoolmates while my dearie's at school, or hallmates with my dearie around. Wonder how's life gonna be like without him in hall. Dearie's upset today.....said that i kinda took him for granted. I totally agreed. I think i do. That's why i always tell him not to treat me so well. The better the way he treats me, the more im gonna to take that for granted. And no matter how hard he tries not to dote on me....he always gives in to me in the end. Sighhhhhh...i feel like a spoil brat. I get whatever i want at home.....and i get whatever i want outside home....and it's all because of him. I know he loves me....so much to the extent that he will do everything he can to make me happy. I totally appreciate that and yet i dont want him to do so. Cos once im put in that position, i wont EVER wanna to be out of that comfort zone again. I'm a spoilt brat........i cant stand it and i really wanna deny it....but i cant. I am. I hate being one.......yet i cant help being one. My dearie loves me, my family loves me, and i take advantage of that. Not on purpose - like i meant to take them for granted, but i can't help it. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........where does that put me then? i dunno...... Im really sorry, for being so spoilt and taking things for granted. I always make it a point to not do it again tomorrow...but then when tomorrow comes....i always do it again. Can someone help me to kick off this habit? MY mummy gave me a good scolding in taiwan. The time i cried publicly on the streets of taipei and refuse to stop. I know i have a lot of reflection to do....and i did. But that didnt last for too long i gues...only a few days. I wish someone would scold me, hit me, whatever, just to get me to my senses again. Tell me i CANNOt take things for granted ever again, that i shouldnt assume the status quo of things....cos once i lose something, i can never get it back. NEVEr EVER. I hate myself....i really do.....and i doubt myself sometimes But one thing's sure.......i do love you darling....very much indeed.....and i do love my family too. The loss of any one of those will tear my heart to shreds........and i do hope that that day would never come....... |
allie ♥ 4:36 PM |
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