Tuesday, December 26, 2006 |
Christmas eve was not so okay...was supposed to go out....so looking forward to it...but in the end it didnt happen. Ended up staying at home rotting, while me n my bro tried to make some last min event happen. But once my supposed trip was cancelled, i had no mood to go out anymore. Guess what...i end up playing game at home...and count down at the free market. Well...good thing is at least i do have "people" to spend some moments with, the bad thing is they are not real. Well...it wasn't what i wanted. It wasn't what I expected. But what the helll....it happened. And the radio was playing Lonely Christmas at that point...adding salt to the wound. This time round...i really felt quite sad. Usually, I wouldnt mind staying at home for a quiet day indoors. But somehow, it seems like this time it felt different. I was so bored that I would jump at any chance to go out....but oh well. A fren told me to look forward to New Year's eve...but to me New Year is not the same as Christmas. Being alone at Christmas definitely makes me feel sadder....and the mood just dragged me past the Christmas holiday. Oh well.... I'm in a terrrible mood lately. Too many things i wanna do but cant. Wanna go training but cant cos of fyp commitments. Wanna play game but cant cos of fyp. Wanna go out but cant cos of fyp. Hmmm...i realise my constraints are all due to fyp...yet i cant make myself believe that everything will be alright for my fyp...cos it isnt gonna be. Gotta find some motivation from somewhere to finish the job somehow. I need something to guide me through, to help me past this stage. |
allie ♥ 10:42 AM |
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