Friday, June 27, 2008 |
I've been wanting to blog about my experience at CHC. It's similar yet so different from my NCC. Praise and worship at both churches are dynamic and very enjoyable. The congregation's very enthusiastic...but that's about where the similarities end. The content preached is very different, congregation constitution varies greatly and the style and environment differs too. All in all, it was a good experience...though i very much prefer NCC, and that's where i feel most comfortable too :). Somehow i can understand the attachment...the fellowship and community bonding is really strong there...which explains the congregation make-up...haha. Another week passed. Time really flies. And work is neverending. I'm feeling the stress. The weight finally settled fully on my shoulders. Constant reminders about how i can't depend on others. Expectations weigh in. Pressure sets in. Yet somehow, i'm glad i still survived. Thanks to unmerited favour from my heavenly Father. On another note, i made a decision, one that was comfortable for me to live with. Realise there's no in between, it's either one way, or another. It's interesting that i finally can believe in that...and understand what people have been trying to tell me. Had an interesting conversation with my colleagues yesterday, showed different schools of thought when it comes to relationships. It's only natural, that's what make people different. Somehow, after the episode, many things made sense to me, things became clearer. To be able to fully understand a situation, one really has to go through it herself, or put herself in those shoes and walk around in it. There's no point in empty talk, it would all be just conjectures. Never thought about so many things in my entire life as i have in the past few months...feels weird. Never have i let so many things go as i have in the past few months too...feels good. Never have i been so hard to piss off as i have been in the past few months...feels funny. Lol... |
allie ♥ 10:32 PM |
Sunday, June 22, 2008 |
Feeling a little sad, after seeing and reading some things. Just when i thought nothing can make me cry again... Don't know how or what i'm supposed to think or feel. I have no right to feel the way i'm feeling right now...yet, who's to say whose right is it... I'm being extremely silly... Whatever it is...i just hope i don't regret the decisions made... Hurting again...need to find my way... Shall keep praying... |
allie ♥ 3:23 AM |
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