& my world will be coloured.

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Feeling Crap...

You know I'm feeling crap when I don't feel like talking...to anyone. As much as i hate being misunderstood, i can't explain further or save myself anymore. The situation's staring back at me in my face...it sucks but i can only take it in silence.

I wonder who understands...is there anyone who does? The true reasons why i'm doing all these are locked inside my heart, only known to those who seek the truth. It hurts...so much...self waning away and the hurt reigning over me. It sucks....and I can only wish it passes.

If the heart don't hold the key, I wonder where else to find it. Sometimes it's easy to look on the surface and fail to dive beneath that facade for the truth. Or perhaps, the truth is not what is desired...but rather, the overhanging facade.

I'm not perfect. I'm human, flawed and real in flesh. It's beyond my means now....

allie ♥ 10:38 AM