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| Friday, August 14, 2009 |
Glancing up from my tear-stained sheets, everywhere i turn, it rained...heavily. Couldn't see anything beyond my outstretched arm...no one out there...no sound...no love... It's dead quiet...the silence is deafening. Mind is blank...there is nothing to do...nowhere to go...nobody to meet...nothing to go for...nothing to look foward to... Don't dare to turn my head...where things have passed in a blur and left me a chain of broken promises and unfulfilled words. Whenever i turn, enormous amounts of effort is needed to pull me back...to calm and breathe... Stumbled upon an old blog which made me laugh...unexpectedly...distracted me from the self-pity state that i'm fully comfortable wallowing in right now. Gosh...many things i never noticed then...showed up clear before me now...what a contrasting picture...what a staggering difference... There's nothing i can do anymore...the issue was me all along...and since the issue was me, the only solution is elimination... So out goes the girl who's supposed to have at least 50 more years of shelf life...there...simple and easy... Sunshine came out in one world...oddly contrasting against the perpetual rain that poured in mine...sad and gloomy... Weather forecasts say that torrential rain is expected on all days... and likely will continue throughout the rest of the year... How unexciting... Where's the rainbow... |
| allie ♥ 7:35 PM |
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