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Friday, June 18, 2004

hMmM.....TodAe's nOt a gOoD dAy...

*~...fEeLiN': tIrEd...~*

"When was the last time you wrote in your journal? Take a moment to get in touch with your own romantic side, instead of worrying about your sweetie's."

That was what my horoscope said today. Didnt check my horoscope for some time already. And today's seem pretty true. Oh well......

Was pissed with him yesterday....cos he pangseh me. Promised me that he would go to holland v to watch the swiss vs england match with me....but sent yx back to camp instead and came back late. Damn irritated. Cos that match was realli important to me and yet he didnt treat it seriously. He also didnt keep his promise of going to holland v with me to watch the match. Pissed. Then in the end i walked off in a huff to hall 9 to watch....but the SCV did not carry that particular channel....idiot. Went back to his room to check for the malaysian channel which is showing the match...found it but the reception was damn terrible....had to live with that thruout the match. Was so pissed that thruout the whole walk to and fro hall 9....he was following behind me. I walked damn fast la....and ignored him totally. Sigh....was pretty upset that he didnt say a single word thruout the whole walk....until i asked him why he didnt say anything. Cried because of that too./....not realli sure why....but think it's because he didnt keep his promise....and that the match was realli important to me and he didnt realise that. Sighhhhhhhhzzzzz............couldnt realli cool down after that.....was realli angry all the way till sleep time.....

And today i got pissed at him again....partly becos i wasnt realli appeased for yesterday's incident....and partly becos of my dissatisfaction with the way he handled things. But towards the end of the day....it was his turn to be pissed at me. He was irritated....and sort of fuming at how i asked him to think of the route back to NTU...then told him to stop thinking about it. I told him to think becos i thought that it might be possible to send a fren of mine back home first before heading back home. But he was taking so long to do that my fren would have gone into the train station before he thought of it. He said that she might not have reached the train station but im pretty sure that she already did lo. And so he was pretty irritated. But then again...so was i......cos he had no reason to be and i had a point too. He drove off....then dunno why made a detour back to the carpark....stopped and told me that i should have told him earlier if i wanted him to send my fren back. But i told him i did......i asked him quite some time ago.....just that he didnt give me an answer. He seemed to realise his mistake....then said he was ok. Oh well.....i realli didnt do anything wrong...at least that was how i felt la.......i mean.......i did give him time to think....just that he din give me an answer....

Oh well....it was a bad day for us.....but things should be fine la......hopefully...

allie ♥ 11:41 PM