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| Monday, October 10, 2005 |
A friend of mine told me she found my blog while searching for "Stikfas". Ha....and i only mentioned that word once....example of the amazing things you can find by doing a search. I didn't mean to say the above....but i couldn't complain about what i initially wanted to complain cos i am afraid of what people can see. I really wanna rant...but do not want to face the backlashes associated with them. I rant, but only to the extent to which things affect me....I have no intention for a personal attack. Sigh....still i can't get to the point. That's how hard it is to talk about something or someone nowadays....I realised i can't complain about my dear roomie anymore cos she's ******. Oh well.......life sux Life really sux to the core...and i have no idea why. Suddenly, i am laden with a trememdous amount of responsibilities...reponsibilities i didn't even know i have. Apart from a project where my group does have a designated leader, the rest of the projects are just weighing down on me. (I deleted a sentence again:( Sigh....i can't say what i wanna say....again....something's stopping me....my fear of backlash.) Can't sleep properly cos there are so many things on my mind. So many questions directed to me by others, so many untied loose ends, so many questions directed to me by myself, so many questions directed to others left unanswered and have to be solved by myself, one irresponsible groupmate, so many responsibilities, so little time.............Life does suck, doesn't it? Feeling terrible these days. Naseous everytime i eat, giddy spells from outta nowhere, pimple breakout.....Life does suck, doesn't it? On top of school troubles, a whole bunch of other people are giving me trouble as well. This particular person who bidded on my item on auction dragged payment ever since the 25th of September. Not only that, she made unreasonable requests asking me to travel to her home and workplace to pass the item to her, bargained endlessly to lower the price, and refuse to pay up. She postponed meetups twice, and cancelled the third. Opted for postage, but never paid up. She told me last month to wait till the end of the month when she gets her pay. YESTERDAY, she told me to wait till the end of THIS month when she gets her pay. I can forsee what will happen at the end of the month...ask me to wait till the end of NEXT month when she gets her pay? Well, i shall nt fall for her tricks again. Giving her the ultimatum - pay up or you shall not get anything from me...a total waste of time. Another buyer...she sounded really nice on the phone...but then, postponed meetups twice and cancelled on the third citing family reasons. Opted for postage and have yet to pay up. I have been really nice to her really, accepting all her reasons for making me wait stupidly at the MRT station for ONE hour without complaining. Despite my queries as to whether she's really sincere, which she replied yes, she hasn't paid up yet.....Life sux, doesn't it? I have no idea why is everyone giving me so much trouble all at once. I have done nothing against all of you and yet i get so much crap from all of you. Thanks alot really....for making my life as sucky as it is now....many thanks':) |
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