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Sunday, April 27, 2008
I wanna break free
You know, there are so many things i've been wanting to post on this blog but end up not doing so cos there's always the consideration about the audience or even the potential audience that it receives, considering the wonders of the world wide web.

There are days when i just wanna rant and let out all those things that i've kept inside for so long...longing for release, craving to be free and yet, i can't bring myself to do so.

The past few days haven't been the best but still, all is good =). Some inner conflicts has been going on - past memories flooding back into my head and moments of the pain recaptured.

Somehow there's an urge, an urge to be set free, to break away from boundaries, to cast aside all bonds, be it from the past, present or future. What's been bugging me all this while...is the very thing that has bugged me for almost four months now. It's frustrating...all the labour, all the effort in trying to free myself has only made me come so far.

I don't wish to search any further, i give up, surrendered to Him my cares, my trust, my strength. I can find some peace in this.

Today, i witnessed a miracle. Never in my mind could i imagine the actual amount the church raised for its new building in ONE sunday. My goodness, it was a jaw-dropping figure. I was stunned. Praise lord for all these, it's wonderfully stunning =).

Just now, an image flashed in my mind - that of a familiar friend i used to know pretty well, who attends church regularly and always carries a little notebook with him. A devoted guy/girl is attractive indeed...and it's a nice sight to behold, a heartwarming fact to acknowledge, a good trait to have.

Lol...and there she goes again...

Let me end with this lovely quote:
"Love is more than only feelings. It’s more than sexual attraction. A great part of sustaining and unbreakable love between two people only occurs when they understand each other fully."
allie ♥ 5:55 PM
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