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| Sunday, January 13, 2008 |
Spent the whole of last night talking to ger, who slept over at my place. Sadly, Mabel couldnt join us as she was drunk. Talked about loads of stuff, people, things and the common instances we've had....and the mentality of mums and parents. It was a really really nice heart to heart talk, got to know alot of things that happened for her which i never knew before. Things about past relationships, family concerns, outlook in life...lessons learnt. Made me learn alot from the conversation. Somehow, it made certain things clearer, and gave me more options about what choices I have when faced with certain circumstances. Both of us teared...when we talked about things that hurt...which made me realise that the hurt caused...will always remain...though time can help to lessen the hurt. Thinking back on the progress i've made over the past two weeks...it seems like a tiny wrong step can wipe out the improvements made... Another thing that came up...we both were wondering why do guys hate confrontations so much. When girls mentioned they wanna talk, the guys will shun. I wonder why? I missed talking to ger...missed hearing about her life...missed having such heart-to-heart talks...missed hanging out with her... I also missed Dihua...missed talking to Dihua...missed hanging out with Dihua... Though i wished to say all this...but i guess i cant bring myself to do so... As always, it takes two hands to clap...and some things might not be possible again. Yea..snap me out of it again pls. Memories, to me, are meant to be kept and treasured, especially the good ones. I regret not blogging about some of the happiest moments in my life over the past few months. This blog details many many precious memories for me...and i wish to keep it here and in my heart. Sometimes to people, memories can be made and erased, altered or changed. But if so, to me it wouldnt be the same anymore, it's like changing history, when things happen, but people write selectively about it. For me, i prefer to keep it whole and complete. Be it good, or bad...unless these things are not worth remembering anymore...perhaps that is the case. Okay...on to the activities for today. Woke up super early this morning to go rollerblading with ger and Yosef. Ger wearing her blades.  Yosef wearing his blades. Rented at only $7 for 2 hours! The last time i rented it costed me $10!  Me and my very very old blades!!  Ger and I preparing to push off  Yosef multitasking  Ger happily blading!  Far far awayyyyy  Us again! All smiles except for ger. Read below!  Ger fell a few times today =(. Tried my best to teach her how to go downslope but it would take practice to do that. There was once time she fell and landed in a graceful position, and a group of people bladed past and ask her "are you okay?", while another who cycled past asked "Suntanning?". Haha...so cute of them. Too bad no pictures of that for now. But it definitely cheered her up! On my way back, i fell too =(. Tripped over a branch and fell. But oh well, minor scratches....should be fine. After that we went back to bathe, before heading down to church service with ger. My first time there...it was interesting really. Didnt know what to expect but it was like listening to a story...a story with lotsa lessons to be learnt. Though i didnt totally understand everything, it was a nice experience and i would like to go again sometime. The singing part was particularly enjoyable =) Apologies for my incoherent blog post...feeling down again...cant seem to think straight. Pardon me =X From what a friend says, sometimes it's normal to feel like this...even though when i think im alright already. It can just hit you right smack, without knowing when or where it came from, and down I go again. What's more important is to pick myself up after going down...and sometimes i just have to do it myself. Yes i do know that. I promised i will try...and i will =). |
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