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| Tuesday, May 20, 2008 |
Sometimes i wonder, why doesn't the hurt go away completely. There's always a shadow of it, hidden somewhere, waiting to be discovered and then it'll explode and cast the full effects on you. The more i know, the more it hurts. It's better not to know, really. There are times when i'd wish i can retaliate by doing the same, but at the finishing point, i would hold back. It's not me, i just can't do it. Whatever the reasons are, i'm sure it's not bad news for me. Been spending much time with myself lately and it's enjoyable. Made me recall the times when i loved shopping alone, working late and it's non of anybody's business, going wherever my heart brings me to and spending time with whoever i'd like to spend it with. It was the kinda freedom i used to love so much and wouldn't give it up. At the same time, the person i knew would give up everything when she falls in love with someone...even the very thing she used to enjoy much. Was it worth it? I would say, yes. It seems to me that there are pros and cons whichever way i go. But the more important thing is, one should go the way which, deep in your heart, you know it's right. Enjoy it while it lasts. Somehow, i'm slowly finding myself again....picking up the broken pieces and fixing them back together. Though it'll never be the same perfect piece again, the scars made are beautiful, beautiful ones that make the person i see today. Easily hurt, easily scarred, the wounds were deep and take a long time to mend. Just as the wound that took years to mend, it was eventually made well. I believe this applies to other wounds as well. Though the mending process is slow, it will reach the finishing point someday. Things were taken away from you because he wants you to have something even better. God so love you, he wouldn't want you to suffer. Take heart in that. |
| allie ♥ 9:09 PM |
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