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Thursday, May 29, 2008
So tired...
If anyone's wondering why i had that emotional outburst 2 days ago, it was because i was bloody hurt...and it came from someone who lived one wall away from me.

Somehow the people you love most and the people who are closest to you are also the one who hurt you most...though it doesn't happen very often.

That incident made me lock myself in my room, turn up the music to drown out everything else and cry for hours.

I realised...i can put up with many other things...but this...i had to give.

The sight of the person makes me wanna pull away, shun and hide. Cos it simply reminded me of what happened, what i went through and tears will threaten to fall.

I'm shunning, not because i'm angry, not because i haven't forgiven, but because i can't bring myself to face the person.

There are times when there are reasons which are acceptable, though the result may not be what you want. There are times when you know good things might come out of it. But this, is simply crap, pushing it, testing my limits. And I cracked.

Putting up all four walls, retreating to my little corner.

Alanna's photos cheered me up though....she and her bunch of friends are soooo cute!
See Here for Kaito!

(My dear stead - let me know if you don't want the link to be here xD)
allie ♥ 9:12 PM
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