Monday, August 04, 2008 |
It's funny how an incident like this can lead to something else... Those close to me know what i'm mighty afraid of and yes, giant flying roaches are one of those. Despite playing hide and seek and scaring me outta my wits twice by appearing behind my shoulder, daddy failed to discover it. Only on the third try did he see it, though after it'd gave me the final scare first. Bursting into tears, i sat on the living room couch and cried while daddy battles the roach. Flooded with thoughts yet i couldn't make sense of any of them... When all was done, i went back to my pink haven. Daddy held up the pink bouquet with two heart clips attached and told me to throw it away. I said ok. Down the chute it went and the tears came raining down. There goes the nine-month-old memories in its entirety. For a moment, everything came flooding back, the pain, the hurt, the unwillingness. And in a flash, after pouring everything out, it went away too. I wonder what all these mean. Perhaps it's not about finding the right answers but going with the flow. Before that, i was so set on stashing everything into one corner that cant be found nor reminded. But as time ticks on, i softened. Then came the ultimatum, in my emotional worst, and there it goes. As the story continues to unfold, everything will become clearer in time to come. Time to wipe my tears away... |
allie ♥ 10:54 PM |
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