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| Monday, January 14, 2008 |
Perhaps i cant shut it all out...though i can probably find ways to shorten the time span for it. Thinking back, i do realise there are many occassions which i've hurt him too. I know now...and I feel bad about it. I dont have the power to change things that happened. Things already happened and no doubt it will cause some scarring. I can only try and understand what has happened, and apologise what i've done. I guess i'm really sorry for the hurt i've caused...to him and to others. Wouldnt do it again if its within my control....dont wanna hurt the people i care about this time round. Time to reflect on the areas which i can do better in... It isnt't easy for anyone...which i do understand. Neither parties would have it easy...i think. Guess my way of letting things out is to write, talk and cry. Writing down everything on my blog definitely beats crying. So i shall do that more. Really grateful for the great company i've had over the past week. And thanks to Ger, bro, and Yosef for spending the weekend with me. I had fun doing all the shopping, talking and blading =). Was just thinking of the reason why guys hate confrontation, after finding similarities between the people we've talked about. Perhaps they are afraid to face the truth, dont wanna hurt the person in front of them, or they are running away instead of solving the problem head on. Any other reasons? Gotta think about it further... Honestly, communication is one the best ways to solve any problem. And it takes true, sincere, honest communication to solve the problem. Communication is the key to many things. Why do i seem to sound so text-book like when im writing this? Haha...mass comm student :P This morning...i finally walked into Mr Bean and bought my fav soyabean milk..though i still cant bring myself to buy the pancake. It's only been two short weeks...yet it seemed like eternity...each day passing slowly. Thoughts that went through my head over the past few weeks have somehow made me think a little differently. Many things that i dont use to understand...i think i do now. Having been used to getting my way around things, sometimes it's the little setbacks that teach me the meaning of treasuring people and things...and a whole host of other meanings of life. Ces't La Vie...That's life...I love life... |
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