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| Saturday, January 19, 2008 |
cooped all inside...i feel stifled... i keep telling myself...it'll take time...just take one step at a time and things will be fine... will it really? I believe it will...when there's a will there's a way... Allie ah allie...how did you become like this... i dunno...i didnt want this to happen either... perhaps it's a chance to grow up...and see how i can overcome this... yesterday, zm said that as we grow older, we tend to be less motivated to do sweet little things for our loved ones... as much as i think that it's true...i dont wanna see that happen...growing up shouldnt be an excuse for that... and he said...everything depends on fate now...haha...i kinda agree... feel so resigned...so many things are outta my reach and power... turning my attention towards things that i can do and change...requires loads of effort...at least im trying... at times, i feel that im more carefree...alot of things i dont have to worry about anymore...yet...it feels like i've left a part of me somewhere...somewhere that cant be found... do i really have to leave it behind? or can i still bring it along with me? i guess for the time being i have to leave it behind... everyday's a struggle to get through...a mental, physical and emotional challenge. Seems like a personal battle right now...and only i can help myself ultimately. This battle is mine. |
| allie ♥ 5:36 PM |
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